BEFORE I REALLY OFFICIALLY GET OUT OF THIS BLOG..
and junk this aside and get on with my new blog..
i'll blog the last time here.
:D

DAMN! i love this blog so much.
LIKE SO MUCH CAN?!

OK!

sam house, class gathering.
ONLY 2 girls went.
BUT.
WHATEVER.

EATING.EATING.EATING.
CHATTING.CHATTING.CHATTING.
ROTTING.ROTTING.ROTTING.
SWINGING.SWINGING.SWINGING.

THANKS SAM. XD

p.s: LOUEE MUMM had a NOSE JOB. :x

officially outta here.

be back fresh.

sam house.
here i am.
sigh//

badbad morning.
NO LAKSA. :(
only fried noodles.
boohoo.
sadsadsad.
BANG SAD.

beauty world for lunch with dewei.
town for shopping.
happyhappy.
super big fat grin//
the birthday present,
my volcom top. <3
thanks BANGBANG!

BANGBANGdot

BANG!!//

big fat grin//

JIEMEI! BANG FUNNY!

haunting?
:D
self-stupidity.

that's what i want.
i'm done with you. XD

my empty page. XD
no one is filling it up.
no one is trying to ruin my beautiful empty page.
goodgood.

the sun burnt my skin.
anyway..
it'll fade away. :/

chemistry remedial with mrs CHEN.
god.
i dislike her.
but..
people around me is funny.
melvin is biting my head off.
dewei is sucha extra. :x
JJ is smelling and polluting the air. :x
cindy is irritating me.
funny people.
funny smell.

went to FAJAR SEC..
to watch softball match.
hot and burning.
burnt me so much.
burnt me badly. :(
damn.
i hate that school.

i love my empty page. :)

the 4th.

i blogged 4 times in a day.
addict. yes, i am.

there is school tml.
big fat frown//
sad.sad.sad

my patience is running low.
i hate your naggings.
i hate it now, i hate it forever.

my negative red glasses, i love.


me and my double chocolate. XD


angels. lalala.


my wallet, the white.
the pink is with sweet voice.
don't steal my wallet!

maybe i should hate you for this.

touching my heart
and
taking my soul.

store memories
and
ruin my past.

deceiving me
and
deceiving you.

tears
and
laughters.

sorrow
and
joy.

yumyum.
i'm so full.

read past entries again.

totally was in love.
totally crazy.
totally silly.
totally crappy.
totally an idiot.

totally happy now.

SHOUTSHOUTSHOUT.

i'm shouting.
where is my voice//

TRICIA:
CLONIE!
guess what?
i'm chaotarr too.
haha.
talk about coincidence.
lalalas.
i'm all cheered up WITH YOU all cheered up.
that's our connection what.
in case you totally have no idea what connection i'm talking abt..
im talkin abt..
me and you always same same.
understand, blurking?
i know, you guys will be there for me.
so no worries please.
NOW..
it's me not being there for me.
it's me not trying to be strong.
it's me trying to fall.
it's me trying to bring myself down.
it's all me doing the bad.
i'll kill that bad me inside.
remember?
i'm the concrete angel.
the concretes are just loosen.
i'll stick it back soon.

5TH MUMM:
HI DIRT.
thanks for listening to me talking abt HIMHIM over and over again.
that's the only way to make myself feel better.
thanks for your patience bebe.

JELLY:
god.
so surprised to get that lil msg there.
so touched. :)
i feel better.
very.
it's just,
awwwwww.
you guys are just SOOO SWEET.
i won't be vomitting.
if i ever wanna vomit, i'll come to you and you'll kill that idiot,
alrite?
hehhe. EBIL EBIL gotta be EVIL.

the WHAT-LYNNE-NEEDS.
TRICIA-s.
and many more.

HELLO. ME, MR K L MOO AT YOUR SERVICE FOR BUS NUMBER 188.

interesting.
interesting.

HELLO EVERYBODY. LYNNE WONG YONG LIN IS OKAY NOW. SHE WAS JUST HAVING MOODSWINGS. EXPECT MORE TO COME THOUGH. :x

RELAXED YET TIRED.

me and 5th mumm wenta to CDANS for tanning.
we're now chaotarr human.
only for a while..

5th mumm looked so smart with her new glasses.
dao yet smart.
red, dao, smart.
she's going to kill me.

CDANS:
weird people go there.
including me and pat.
relaxing. :)

after tanning went to JP to eat.
badmemoriesbadmemories//
we really, REALLY criticise people badly.
horribly.
terribly.
disgustingly.
sorry. just cant help it.

walked around and rot at McCAFE.
rotting.
my fave hobby.
won't be a lazyarsehole. (or asscracko)..
i think.

nowadays kids..
sighs//
DIAO AT ME CAN?
whatever.
i've a big heart with narrow veins.

DIRT.
DIRT.
DIRT.

obsession with you.
talking to my blog//

i'm alone.
happy me//

i'm so bored.
sad me//

i'm still rotting.
rotten me//

sun TAN.
funny tric//

migraine.
rotten me//

dotdotdots.

boredouttamymind.

don't leave now,
not yet.
there were times,
we regret.
and i'm sorry,
somehow..
i only,
wanted to make you proud.

if I could only let you know,
i'd give up everything i own,
for just one more day with you.
there's nothing i wouldn't do.
i could not let it pass me by,
if i make every sacrifice,
to bring me back your love.
if only we could live twice..
if only we could live twice..

when you told me,
i froze.
it still echoes,
in my soul.
please forgive me,
if i didn't say,
'I love you',
every single day.

if I could only let you know,
i'd give up everything i own,
for just one more day with you.
there's nothing i wouldn't do.
i could not let it pass me by,
if i make every sacrifice,
to bring me back your love.
if only we could live twice..
if only we could live twice..

nobody told me we'd only get one chance.
i didn't know that our tide would turn so fast.
why we have to say goodbye?
i don't understand

if I could only let you know,
i'd give up everything i own,
for just one more day with you.
there's nothing i wouldn't do.
i could not let it pass me by,
if i make every sacrifice,
to bring me back your love.
if only we could live twice..

i could not let it pass me by.
nothing I give to sacrifice,
to bring me back your love.
if only we could live twice..
if only we could live twice..

we'll meet in another life.
if only we could live twice..

hmmmmmm.

i slept without my phone last night.
no flicking of red light.
no flicking of red light.

sorry clonie.
didn't reply ur msg.
phone not with me.
phone not with me.

why am i repeating everything??
mmmm.
reminds me of..
mmmm.

HIT HEAD.//
sorry 5th mumm.
please hit my head soon.

daniel mumm.
2 cakes and 2 lolis please. XD

not enough.
STILL not enough.
still not enough sleep.

i slept for 17 hours. :/
not enough.
need more sleep.
need more of 5 hours.
slept for 17 hours yet i still have migraine.
arghs//

the motive of this holidays.
have a BIG FUCK BREAK.
meaning,
rotrotrot.
:D]

i'm going to be a lazyarsehole soon.

:D



had a maths common test.
no comments. :)

mr chiu is sick.
veri sick in the mind.

after school.
off to sam's house.
had loads of fun there.
RIGHT 5th mumm?
we're screaming our lungs out there when we're playin PS.
everyone thinks we're retarded.
yes.
we're retarded.
ate like 1000 meals a day.
FATFATFAT.

funfun.
cheers to their crappiness.
we rock.
i know..

i decided to WALK home.
pat, dewei, ray followed..
but.
cannot make it.
took cab and now i'm here,
blogging.

:D]

me.
C.A.
nne.
arghs.
off//

dewei is pissed for me pinching him REAL hard.
funny.
his sms is all in CAPS.

you're feeling physical pain when i pinch you.
i'm feeling emotional pain when you suan or 'insult' me.

which is more pain?

debate over.

:)

bye.

here. and here. and here. and here. here. here.
here? here!!

that's how i cheered up. :)

my mumm just brought me down.
arghhs//

THE LIE:
I HATE PENKNIFES.

THE TRUTH:
I'M AFRAID OF IT.

i felt horrible before recess.

the sight of him,
makes me soooo sick inside.

the sight of THAT HIM,
made me all tangled up.

who is who,
figure out yourself.

i'm really in that tangled mess.

hehe.
bebe.
tricia. hope you really feel better. :)

"this is your guardian(fallen) angel saying that
even if things seem a lil bit crazy where you are right now,
from up here,
you looked pretty good.
that tangled mess that's got you worried?
it's just a dark cloud...
and there's a rainbow on the other side."

GRIN//
thanks clonie for that. it helped. :)

she drew those angels are so pretty cannnn?!
sad..
i don't have a scanner. :(

i had a :) on my arm.
she had a :D on her arm.
my drawing sucks.
sorry.

plaza after school with guardian angel and pinky angel.
was worried for the fallen angel for awhile.
sighs//
hang around for awhile and went home.

put my bag.
caos//

off to pizza hut.
ups and downs there.
but i'm okay now.

small thin grin//

TO TRICIA:
tricia. thanks for that card. veri sweeeeeet bebe!
we'll cheer up together okay?
don't worry too much.
everything is gonna be fine, hopefully.
it's just a common test.
we'll study together ok?
crack out brain and bones together.
i'll be there like how you were there for me.
it's going to be alright.
:)

my head hurts so much with so many people hitting my head when i think of..
himhim.

p.s: louis' stomach is SO FUCK bloated. XP

mouth burning.
too much chilli.
TOO MUCH chilli.

they are happy.
big fat grin//

i'm happy for them.
big fat grin//

he's smiling.
small grin//

i'm happy for him.
big fat grin//

i'm happily numbed.

i needa be shot.

i miss TOO much.
i think TOO much.
i wonder TOO much.
i bother TOO much.
i care TOO much.
i see TOO much.
i want TOO much.
i need TOO much.

in my diamond coffin//

my mumm wants to shoot me down, NOW.

i simply dislike mr. chiu now.
getting worst and worst.
never ever he will return the paper to us. arghh//

i slapped 2 fuckas today.
dewei and raymond.
didn't intend to though.
my hands just. slap//.
it's just for fun.

i looked sick for a moment.
i don't look sick for a moment.
need some power..

had a maths remedial.
short one for today.
ONLY 4 from our class went.
grinning//
hang around and went home.

now i'm here.
writing this.
and my eyelids are soo heavy.
PRY IT OPEN//

hope tricia gets well soon.
miss your crappiness bebe!

it's a bad thing.

bad thing to be haunted by memories.

memories of himplusme.

himplusme which once were a thing.

a thing which i thought is love.

love? no.

no. never was.

my body is going to die of exhaustion.

i was sitting beside sam and he sneeze real thunder-ish. :x
everytime he sneezed once, my heart jumped once.
impact is B I G.
he's having a flu. so pls imagine how many times he sneezed and how many times my heart jumped.

nicole told me something that haunts me so much.
she'll be wondering what she told me. :x
lil blur girl, ask me.

HIT MY HEAD.
I THINK TOO MUCH.
I THINK TOO MUCH.
mumbles//

my brain cells are all used up.
we have this intensive a maths remedial. i called it intensive as it's killing everyone.
me and my lil angel is going to die and we gave up.
escaped out of the remedial. :)
running like crazy can??!!
but i must say, we did have fun bonding. :)

"-ilu."
EVERYONE KNOWS THAT IT'S "I LOVE YOU", RIGHT?
crowds say yes//
BUT.
my son didn't get what the fuck is that and announce it SO loud in the study area.
i'm glad i didn't brought you up.
my heart aches seeing that guitar being craved.

i dread to take my common tests results.
or even to take a maths common test on friday.
kills the mood of last day of the term.
choppedchoppedchopped//

i'm exhausted.
VERY.
with the taste of retardness. :x

i've a fear.
i fear that my chin will dislocated one day with the both tricia-s around.

just hung up with PEISHANPEISHAN.
my percentage of dislocating my chin is higher.

somebody's butt is going to be cut soon.

bebe. yes. bebe. :x
sounds like calling your bf sia.
-shivers-

just got home.
i'm so pissed with my mother.
leave me alone. i want to live my life the way i want it to be.

we had our photo-taking today. i think it'll turn out horrible.
i smile soooo fake. like those kana forced out that kind. arghh.
WHATEVER.

the drama class 4/2 is having a drama queen. CINDY TEH.
god she made a big show just now. -grin-
4/2 rocks!!

i've got nothing much to say.

to PEISHANPEISHAN: 5th mumm is forever so blur cannn?! hope you're feeling better bebe. :x.

to TRICIA: hello bebe. :x

F U C K OFF.

bad language, sorry.

I LOVE YOU BEBE. :x

:x:x:x

what a crappie title i got there.

i'll do proper blogging now. :)

woke up at some idiotic time by a msg.
i thought i could have a nice warm sleep but the msg woke me up.
i'm like. WTF? replied it with a horrible tone and went back to sleep.
den PEISHANPEISHAN msg me. no nice sleep for me. -shakes my head-

forced myself to get up and msged clonie.
she said she wants to come over as she's lazy to go home.
she came with foodiefoodiee!! i'm like a giant eating so much.
we laughed sooooo much at home that when we went lot1 to meet PEISHANPEISHAN, we're dead. well. what are we laughing?? our crappiness.
went PEISHANPEISHAN and took 190 to town.
long sleepy journey for me.
reached town and i'm so lost.
3 lost sheeps.
i bet people will be wondering why are those idoits so lost. hmmm.

we had lots of laughters.
I LOVE YOU BEBE!!!! ehehehe. they will know what i'm talking.
I WANT YOU BEBE. -in a sexy tone- -shivers-
FUNNY!!
TRICIA CLONIE and LAUGHING GAS!! she infected PEISHANPEISHAN so much.
all 3 of us are LAUGHING OUR ASSES OFF.
how i wish i could bang the table.

PEISHAN AND HER FUNNY ACTIONS AND FUNNY LAUGHTER!
PEISHAN FIGHTING WITH MANGO GIRLS. :x
TRICIA AND HER LAUGHING GAS.
ME AND MY SILENT LAUGHTER.
THE 3 ANGELS WALKING AROUND IN CRICLES.
THE LOST SHEEPS.
THE ANGELS ROCKS!!

ROCK ME. :))

we took neoprints.
brought pressiess.
A BLUR MAMBO SALESMAN totally forgot to take the tag out. or censor shits.
eat at OJ. tricia ate soo much.
making fun of couples couples. :x
fun trip on the way home!!

if only we could turn back time.
if only we could take away the pain.
if only we could retrace every wrong move that we
made.
if only we could live twice..

HAHAHA.

i've being laughing ever since tricia came. HMPH.
FUNNY AH? CALL POLICE AH!
hehehhe.
she just laughed at me. HMPH!!!
she said i read the letter like wanna eat the letter lytt. HAHAHHA. ok shhhhhh.

she's trying to balance on my chair.
FALL!
later take neoprint. later take neoprint. HAHAH!!
I'M FALLING!!!! (i'm felling!!)

okaie. -caos-
i know no one understands this shits. you're not suppose to. -GRINNING-